Celibate Good Times
Soundtrack: “Fixation On The Darkness” by Killswitch Engage.

I am pretty sure I am incapable of making good decisions.

In fact, I am about 99% certain that the only decisions I can make are bad decisions.

And I am beginning to recognize that I’m not only mad at the world, I’m mad at myself. I am mad at the world because it doesn't fit in with my idealistic view of things and I am mad at myself for being so self-destructive. But my self-destructive behavior is great fodder for my art. I am much more inspired and productive when I’m depressed and angry and generally in a foul and sociopathic mood. It just goes to show that misery is the river of the world.